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hagaardso I've recently taken the decision to not cut my hair anymore.
that's a lie. I took this decision almost five years ago now, but my parents kept begging me to go to a hairdresser and get them cut, which I did. so I have hair that is much shorter that it could have been, but since I also have a hair problem this may be for the better (it was undiagnosed).
when I go home it's inevitable that my mother or my father will ask me when do I cut my hair. to which I have to answer, again, and again, that I'm not doing this until it goes at least beyond my neck.
and yet they keep pushing, and it can take its toll real quick. urgh.
the consequence is that even tho my hair health has its issues, I feel like as if I can't fully trust the words of anyone that tells me to cut them to get them better... are you telling me this to help me? are you telling me this in hopes that I'll cut my hair? how can I know? how do I explain to you that cutting my hair will probably make me hate my hair, my haircut, and myself?
i wish this were easier.
that's a lie. I took this decision almost five years ago now, but my parents kept begging me to go to a hairdresser and get them cut, which I did. so I have hair that is much shorter that it could have been, but since I also have a hair problem this may be for the better (it was undiagnosed).
when I go home it's inevitable that my mother or my father will ask me when do I cut my hair. to which I have to answer, again, and again, that I'm not doing this until it goes at least beyond my neck.
and yet they keep pushing, and it can take its toll real quick. urgh.
the consequence is that even tho my hair health has its issues, I feel like as if I can't fully trust the words of anyone that tells me to cut them to get them better... are you telling me this to help me? are you telling me this in hopes that I'll cut my hair? how can I know? how do I explain to you that cutting my hair will probably make me hate my hair, my haircut, and myself?
i wish this were easier.
